Our Urge
From the moment I started practicing, I began seeing patients suffering from chronic and life-threatening diseases. Most were coming to me because they had run out of options and places to turn. So, I felt a responsibility to do what I could to help. I couldn't just turn them away.
I utilized acupuncture, homeopathy and every form of nutritional support that was available. I researched and applied every sensible dietary and cleansing protocol I felt might benefit my patients. I typically saw good results. However, with advanced chronic diseases, usually the best I could hope for was alleviating symptoms and keeping the disease in check.
Healthy Blood Slide
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A few years into practice, I began utilizing a type of blood smear called dry cell. It was a microscopic technique to observe the clotting strength of the blood. If healthy, it reminded me of stained glass. The red cells gave it a red appearance and the black strings of fibrin running throughout the smear gave it a tight cracked look. |
Chronic Disease
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However, with a chronic or life threatening disease, it looked like water beading up on a wax surface with large spaces throughout the smear. A number of doctors were using it as an aid in diagnosing various diseases. I didn't feel comfortable with that application, but was becoming very intrigued with it as an indicator of the severity of a disease...the more invasive the breakdown, the greater the impact the disease was having on the patient's health and vitality. |
Facing Death
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Unfortunately, regardless of our treatments or how good our results were symptomatically, dry cell showed little, if any improvement. The patients that eventually succumbed to life threatening diseases would show a progressive weakening or breakdown of the dry cell. So much so that within a few weeks from dying there would be a loss of coherency that would extend through the border of the blood smear. |
Without effecting significant changes with the dry cell, I began to question how I was practicing, and if I was truly helping any of my patients as the dry cell seemed to be an extremely important indicator of health regardless of any clinical results. I spent many hours searching for answers and turning to various disciplines in hope for a little clue or insight as how to effect a real change with the blood smear.
A few months went by and I was growing increasingly frustrated with my practice. I just had this deep angst that I was missing something very important for my patients that was out of the realm of therapies I had been utilizing as well as those I had been investigating. It was at this time I began entertaining the idea of a small home office. I felt a home office would allow me to downsize my practice and focus my efforts on my most difficult patients.
As I was driving down the road one day contemplating my options, I brought my attention to the home office possibility. At that moment, I suddenly saw myself sitting on a couch with a patient and simply talking, nothing more. All of a sudden, my chest felt as if it exploded and forced me off the road.
All I could say about that moment was that it felt complete, more than anything I had ever felt in my 30 plus years of living. I knew at some point, I would be doing just that, but wasn’t really sure what “that” actually was. So as my optimistic self would have it, I made my decision and left a successful practice to open a home office.
I found a cozy home office right across from a well-known university. I knew my practice would have to evolve into what I had seen while driving down the road, so I began focusing more and more on teaching my patients about healthy choices and ways to empower them in their healing journey. However, a year had passed and still I was seeing no change with dry cell.
It was during this time, that I realized a relationship between gait development and aspects of consciousness as geometric progressions with corresponding dimensional and sensory relationships. I researched various ways to stimulate the senses. I explored various auditory, visual and tactile sensory parameters. I was developing the idea that we evolve from “chaos”, random points and ultimately, to an integrated three dimensional conscious being. However, from everything I was experiencing and researching, I was convinced we were still on an evolutionary path to a more “spiritual” reality. The only possibility I could see from the third dimensional perspective, is that the cube had to turn inside-out. So, I spent months intensely trying to visualize and construct turning a three dimensional object inside-out.
Within months, I was beginning to see my first real improvements with dry cell by addressing various components of the sensory nervous system and utilizing different breath patterns (panting or fire breath, exercise or Groff/hypertrophic, yawning or rebirthing, and the normal breath).